Can't believe I'm only seeing this thread now
You're one of my favorite users here. I hope you have made your choice of sticking here ;(
I'm also very proud of you for coming out and talk about it openly. I understand how much it must hurt breaking up with your first love, I can only hope you has a great time together
If you want to add me on discord or whatever other social media, I'll send you a private message with mine, so we can try to keep some level on contact
Best wishes