Listening to some gothic type music. Some alternative, some industrial/synth.
Mansun - Wide Open Space (1996)
The other other Manson (after Marilyn and Shirley). if you like the song, check out the whole album, there are also some remixes of Mansun songs across various soundtracks - such as the Spawn film.
Kavinsky - Nightcall (2010)
A favourite of hipster bars. Love 'em or hate 'em, hipsters often have good taste in music.
Grimes - My Name is Dark (2020)
You may not like who she's fucked, but she's an interesting artist from the 4AD label (same that brought us Lush, Pixies, Cocteau Twins, and the Breeders). She made a video during the pandemic era that got censored to hell because Evangelion clips and nudity.
NIN - Head like a Hole (1990)
Probably the US's first major Industrial Rock song. They definitely take a lot of influence from the German industrial scene of the 80s (which they sound much closer to) even though Trent usually cites British acts like The Human League, Depeche Mode, and Gary Numan as his main influences.
The Tea Party (not that Tea Party) - Babylon (1997)
Canada's answer to The Doors and Nine Inch Nails.
Stabbing Westward - Violent Mood Swings (1993).
Stabbing Westward is an industrial band with a focus on depression and obsessions. This isn't their best song, but they were good enough to lend their music to Kevin Smith's Clerks in those early days.
Thirty Seven!!!
I describe myself as a little dose of toxic masculinity.