Jumpin on 05 January 2024
An old browser game called Utopia from like 20-25 years ago. I was heavily involved in the alliance culture, we’d coordinate attacks from around the world using ICQ, IRC, and SMS (yes, using personal contact info). I also directed the strategy of all the players in my Kingdom using Excel. I also dated multiple girls who played the game, and had (on multiple occasions) spend most of the day on the browser game. I think it’s fair to say I was addicted and probably needed some therapy - the game did negatively impact my life.
I only realized how dumb and irresponsible with my life I was being after I quit.
I describe myself as a little dose of toxic masculinity.
