I used to be suicidal in my college years, because I couldn't find a girlfriend of any kind. I was also in poverty, and hated going to college and being so stressed out.
10 years later and I still haven't had a proper girlfriend. But I am happy. I realized the things I enjoy too much, are worth enjoying. Now I think there is just not enough time to keep enjoying things. So I spend my days doing just that.
If you enjoy video games or anything, keep enjoying them.