| Ka-pi96 said: Much much worse. If things are going to stay like they are for much longer tell me now so I can just kill myself and be done with it. |
If you mean the pandemic, that is not going to last. By their very nature, pandemics are finite and inevitably subside, we have had countless pandemics before through human history; the Spanish Flu and the Black Death aren't still going.
Now that effective vaccines are available and being widely administered, herd immunity will start to kick in soon and inhibit the spread of the virus.
I'm sorry to hear you're in a dark place; you seem like a good person and I'm sure I speak for many of us here when I say we're here for you. Feel free to vent if it will help you feel any better. I also strongly recommend seeking out qualified help if you are feeling this terrible, I've been there myself and I can speak from experience in saying that things do get better. Hang in there man, we're all pulling for you.
