This silly fantasy is always conjured up by the youth of the day. The fact of the matter is that all the divine and devilish are contained within each of us even as we form our first words. Free will gives us the ability to destroy and create. Look at you even trying to do both at the same time.
This is bitterness and a desire just to start anew, and the fact of the matter is that isn't possible. Also, please have a little understanding that for the generations that came before you, we were in the exact same situations. As Billy Joel once said, It's always been burning since the world's been turning.
And no...it isn't fun to think about. It's a serious proposition with a lot of blood in the equation.