[Update]I have OCD. How to deal with that?

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00Xander00 said:

...I feel I have an on/off switch that is able to make me no care too....

(If I'm understanding your comment correctly) The existence of that on-off switch means you do not have OCD.  That's essentially the layman's definition. Everyone has some compulsions to deal with from time to time.  The disorder is not being able to control them.