Immersiveunreality on 26 August 2019
| d21lewis said: I went home Saturday afternoon. Some random shit happened including another phone call from my ex that pretty much prevented any kind of making up. I went to bed on one side of the house and my wife slept on the other. Sunday morning I woke up and was about to pack up and leave again...but I didn't. Instead I worked in the yard all day. She made dinner. We ate but there wasn't much conversation. I went to bed with her but got up after an hour and slept on the couch. What I didn't mention in the op was how defensive I get when I'm criticized for something--even when it's totally my fault. I lashed out. Basically said that when I met her she was nothing and she doesn't contribute anything of worth. Totally not true but I'm an asshole. I made her cry and I made me cry for making her cry. But we're talking now (even though I'm at work) and I've mustered the strength to tell her : I'm sorry. Also told me ex to STOP CALLING ME. It does nothing but cause problems. |
You describe her as a sweet person and you have problems with showing how you feel,atleast from a distance you can muster up some courage to talk about it.
Your ex calling you triggered this mess but it is not the cause of how overblown this became,you and your ego had that in hand,i do not want to be rude but a relationship should be about 2 people knowing eachother and intertwining emotionally,it is YOU/HER and not YOU/YOU or HER/HER .
