At 16 when I first watched porn I could not measure up to Ron Jeremy and John Holmes they were 10 inches and 15 inches respectively. I jacked off watching those guys huge peckers and how they were so much bigger than mine. That was a defining moment in my life and I never wanted anyone to ridicule me for my lack of size it would destroy me that others knew of the misfortune of being so small and unmanly.
For men it's the vicious circle of:
"Because of both societal pressure and desire, failing to get sex damages men's confidence. More so as time goes on
Women are fixated on/ mainly attracted to men because of, confidence
Women do not understand how much their attention will boost men's confidence, believing confidence instead to be some kind of innate signaller of an individuals' overall quality.
Women do not like shy, introverted men they are regarded as being cowards. Extroverted men have huge advantage over weak, shy introverted cowardly men.
Some of us men are not good enough no matter what we do we are never going to be good enough. It is natural selection, Social Darwinism, survival of the fittest."
Thank God I am introverted and no woman has ever fancied me. A woman finding out and then telling other people and possibly becoming a meme or on some website would absolutely destroy me. Even if I was gay, it would be teh same scenario the gay man would tell his friends and word would catch on and it would destroy me.
I confess it now it has always been my lack of size issue and that is something I have been able to keep secret my entire life. To have anyone ridicule me over it would destroy me.
