HomokHarcos said:
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Ganoncrotch said:
the biggest sign I found was the difference when I complete the sum of Current Year - Year of Birth = X
Each year the answer seems to grow larger and I've not found a method to reverse this process yet.
Age isn't something which particularly matters to me, the main side effects of it are not the impact on me but on others, I'm well aware that it's unlikely I will be over 50 years old and have both or even one of my parents still alive, I'm gravely aware that my brother is both older than me and enjoys recreational drug use, his partner while older again also has a family history of degenerative cognitive defects in later life, with almost 100% of the female members of the family succumbing to them in relative youth, haha, it also reminds me that my cunt/ex wife is 6 years younger than me and will likely live to see a Star Wars movie + Stand alone film which I will not get to experience, unless Karma actually exists and she is consumed by a goat at some stage in her life.
But yeah.... how has my age impacted me? People trust me slightly more now when it comes to repairing PC's than they did when I was a little brat teen that is for sure, now I've got a face which suggests I'll fix it... rather than I'll steal it to download porn.... even though under the face I will still use it to download porn if my own laptop is out of power and something is required!
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My age also impacts some of the way I refer to things as the previous paragraph should not have the term download in it, that is a throw back to being alive in the 80s/90s when downloading was a thing and the concept of streaming 1080p porn was just a pipe dream of the future... fuck it, I remember downloading porn... pictures...
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That reminds me that my half-brother and sister had two dead parents before they were even 10 years old.
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Sorry to hear about that, but in a way if they were just 10 they probably (for better or worse) didn't get super attached to them, obviously they would have gotten some grief at school for not having both parents but kids always will find something to rib you over. I'm going to be turning 35 this year (I think) and my parents are a rock to my stupid plans, when things go badly there are there to remind me... that I fucked up, but at least I tried kinda thing, help me back on my feet and on towards the next fuck up, I feel when they pass on I will be sad, not just because they're gone but really because I'm not ever sure if they understand how grateful I am to them for my life and I know that if I've failed to convey that by the time they die... my chance will be lost forever to let them know.
