A Depression Thread

[Farsala]

I wouldn't say I have depression anymore but I have had lots of experience with it.

Since my hormones started at around ~12 or so until about 23. Sometimes more severe than other times. The worst was contemplating suicide and the 2nd worst was this constant lingering feeling when I was in some classes of putting an imaginary gun to my head and going boom. I didn't realize how bad it was until I got out of it. Throughout that time I was constantly pessimistic, and believed bad things happened to me because of certain acts that I did. I didn't care to keep hygienic or to have good clothes or anything, or to eat well. I didn't have many passions, I was always single minded.

I am 25 now and feel pretty satisfied. Anyone interested in any of my personal tips or my turning point, ask away! But for now I hope things are looking up for you all.