Suicidal thoughts. Before doing anything, listen to this.

[mysteryman]

Flilix said:

KratosLives said:
when i'm doubting life and my existence, i think about what it would do to my mother, wife aunt and sisters if i gave up. That brings me back to reasoning. You have to keep trying to make it and pull through.

I've never had any suicidal thoughts, but if I ever would have them, this would probably stop me from actually commiting suicide. I do not wnat to do that to my family.

I don't imagine anyone wants to do that to their family. 

Consider that those that do commit, are at a point where even the thought of hurting those closest to them isn't enough.