I used to suffer from massive anxiety, I was once spiked in Benidorm with some drug and later in the night I started struggling for breath and my chest went numb, I was on vacation with my gf and I was quickly rises to hospital and put on oxygen, drips and drugs for three days, I had injections and tablets every six hours. It wasn't till after the consultant came to see and said he'd found a substance in my blood and asked if I'd been taking drugs. Turned out I must of been spiked by somebody.
But after this I had phases of anxiety for 10 years, for about 1-2 weeks every month I was literally petrified I was going to drop dead, and it brought on panic which worsen and seemed to confirm my fear in mind as I was panicking which meant I was hyper ventilating. I went to the doctors numerous times and they offered pills (which I never took as people told me once you come off then it can make you worse) I was offered councling which, again I didn't take. In the end I decided to fight it myself and slowly came out of it. But then in one year my cousin hung himself then later in the year my friend broke her neck and knocked herself out in a freak event and died in hospital 2 weeks later, then a couple of months later my auntie hung herself and it sent me fucked again. I took to drugs (cocaine) and ended up having the biggest panic attack i had and decided again, I had to sort my shit out and I've been good for the past 3 years, I decided to take up a life ambition and trek the Himalayas and see Mount Everest, so I went to Nepal for 20 days and done it, I had the best time I've ever had and I'm now planning to trek thought Peruvian Amazon jungle hopefully.
The weird thing was, when I wasn't in a anxiety phase I was completely normal and felt like I could laugh at my situation and it was nothing and it would come back but then all of a sudden it took over.
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