Just curious. Personally I deal with and have dealt with a lot of off/on depression over the past 10 or so years (I'm 22) and was wondering if anybody else dealt with something similar.
I'm not the sterotypical gamer as I played a lot of varsity sports in high school and usually have a pretty large friend group.
But whenever I hang out with people I always feel weird. Like I overanaylyze everthing and tend to feel so isolated. Idk what it is. When I'm feeling good I usually am the party guy and very social. But some times it turns off and I feel like shit. For no reason.
A few weeks ago my dad passed away; coupled with the fact that I never had any male influence in my life as well as dealing with the typical job bullshit (I'm in the US Air Force as a traffic controller) I think I have finally realized that i might be legit medically depressed. It kind of sucks because most of my friends are that jock mentality where you can't deal with emotional issues or you're deemed a giant pussy. Also I can't diagnose myself with anything as it will medically disqualify me.
I'm not suicidal or anything, just going through some shit. Was wondering if anybody else went through something similar?
Would like some replies :)
P.S. Fallout 4 is dope
Currently own:
- Ps4
Currently playing: Witcher 3, Walking Dead S1/2, GTA5, Dying Light, Tomb Raider Remaster, MGS Ground Zeros
