| think-man said: This is really weird, i actually don't know why im doing this on here. I guess it's because you guys don't know me personally an it's quite hard to talk to friends or family about this, so ive turned to you guys...Strangely.
So I need some advice, if you have nothing worth saying don't say it. Don't come here an joke, lets keep it on topic
So im a 25yo male who had been in a relationship from the age of 16 through until quite recently. I got married at 23 to a girl i thought id spend the rest of my life with. She was perfect, very loyal the kind of girl you feel super proud to be with and never have to worry about.
For about the last year and a half i started suffering from quite bad depression (i know what youre thinking, depressions a joke) i started questioning my life choices started losing motivation to do anything, had suicidal thoughts etc etc. I refused to get help, i pushed my wife away, i pushed my friends away, i seeked happiness else where. Started trying drugs, made my wife move out, sleeped with other women and all the while i had no idea why, i felt emotionless and numb, everything i had worked for all the trust an loyalty id earnt i just threw away. I didnt even think twice, i was cold and evil.
Im still not better, i fled the country with another women, am still no happier than i was before. Everyday i question my own logic, im so confused but i can't talk to anyone about it. Guess thats why im here, i dunno what to do i just feel so empty, every attempt iv made to seek happiness has just destroyed me even more. |
Well maybe the happiness you are looking for is in form spiritual happiness rather then material happiness. Even if you are rich, successful or have a beautiful woman as wife or great children it's not a guarantee you get a happiness , human consist of physical and psychological (mental and spiritual ) body, even without money you can be the most happy person in the world. You need to look again, and what is the purpose of your life, you also need to compare how lucky you are compare to most people. You need to find the reason why you live in this world, where will you going, what is the best course to do etc etc. I am a Muslim and my religion teach this and i am not worry of life because life is just a temporary and a step for life after dead. I am not saying you have to become Muslim, i am just saying you have to find your own reason to live inform of spirituality.
