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[haqqaton]

Some already said this here but I'm gonna say it again: SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP!

One thing that I usually hear about people that felt empty and got over it is that helping other people, assisting them in their own problems helps a lot. You start to realize that you're not the only one with problems and some people have bigger problems. It's really important to feel useful in some way, to know that you're making a difference. There are some scientific researches showing that helping others is really good for our own health.

You should get in touch with people you like and trust; and talk with them about your problems: family and friends. It helps too. This way you don't need to carry all the burden alone.

Last advice: Pray for God's help. He loves you and He is always there to aid you. No matter what you've done and what others may say, He really loves you in a way you can't even imagine.

God bless you bro. You're not alone!
I wish you all the best.