Any theist around here?

[aLkaLiNE]

You are not alone.

I was not raised with religion in my life and considered myself atheist for the majority of my time here. Around the age of 19 I had experimented with a few hallucinogens - DMT, mushrooms, mesculine (i've done these each around twice) but then finally, I had my mind split in half and felt like I had a far better grasp on the living breathing world before us thanks to another drug, called LSD. I went in an atheist and came out Agnostic.

I absolutely believe human beings and earth are part of a bigger picture. I believe what we've done here so far is wrong. I think there's a conclusion to this chapter that we may or may not live to see and I think that some things are too intelligent by design to be the cause of a slow burning evolution over millions of years.

Atheism, to me is for people that haven't had their third eye opened yet. It's really on each of us as an individual to explore our spiritual side to determine what we can know for fact based on the world around us;;

One thing I know, that I can tell you, is that to this very moment, science has never been absolute. 100% of science is flawed. We have -nothing- as far as theories go that are completely sound. Everything has a second layer of deception or behaves in ways we could not imagine under certain conditions so it's like... wouldn't you need to have just as much blind trust to believe in science as you would to believe that humans so clearly stick out like a sore thumb here?