Hi, aDomingo. I’m new here. I had to get back into gaming again and that’s why I signed up here. I need to take my mind off of my personal life for a while.
My ramblings…
So, I fell in love… but with the wrong girl, apparently. I found out that all she wanted is sex. I tried to break it off at least twice and couldn’t. She is just the prettiest girl I have seen. I even imagined myself having a family with her. I tried to treat her by buying her things but she doesn’t want none of that. She said all she honestly wanted is sex, and no more. Heartbreaking. She has a boyfriend anyway.
What makes this complicated is I myself have a girlfriend. I couldn’t ask for more out of her if I tried. She does everything for me from laundry, food, random sex, etc.
Even more fucked up that I feel guilty about is I have other girls I’m talking to. Nothing sexual, just flirtations. I’m not entirely sure if any of these girls actually wanted to build a relationship or just have sex but I wouldn’t take it there. I mean, they’ve bought me drinks or whatever but again, all I can think about is that bitch I fell in love with.
There is a couple of other girls I’ve really gotten close to where one even took me to a weekend getaway all expenses paid. I could literally be in an airport a hundred miles away and she’d pick me up and have a bed for me to sleep in, no questions asked (which she has on more than one occasion).
I could tell you more of my other adventures even more complicated and even crazier ones but I’d rather not bore you with them. I know I flirt with girls all the time, but I never take it any further than I have to only because I know I have a girlfriend. I'm not going to lie but I have had sex outside of my relationship, but right now all I can think about is this bitch I fell in love with.
Honestly, though, I’m not even sure myself why or how I’ve gotten lucky with these girls. I look completely average. I’m not tall. I’m not even financially stable. I see myself more of a loner.
I apologize for a very depressing first thread, or that it’s all over the place. I’m completely lost right now. I can't even think...
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