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haxxiy said:
I discovered fap alone when I was very, very young, before puberty.

The climax was something akin to a dry orgasm mixed with something like pain. What I can remember for sure is there was some pleasure to it because I kept doing it and I'm no sadist.

Now, thinking about it, the thought of a horny 9-10 year old sort of gives me the creeps.

I don't think it is entirely abnormal.  I attribute my early sexual activity to exposure to porn at an early age. 

But like you, once I got into the habit it was hard to stop despite the fact that it hurt after ejactulation.  Bath day was masturbation day.  My mom had no problems getting me to bathe. 

Come to find out the reason it does, is because of the lack of testosterone.  The penile tissue is slightly more developed than the structures found in the vaginal wall, but not enough to properly support penetration.  The same thing happens if a transgender female (biologically a male) under goes hormone replacement therapy.