I need advice on what to do with my life, Im going through a tough time

[Shido]

I felt the same way when I started college, my parents broke up, my best friend moved to australia, I hated my mother and never talked to her for 3 years, my father worked so hard that I only stayed with him once a month. 2 of my birthdays I was completely alone and no one remember them, it was pretty bad.

I felt lonely but with a lot of hope for everything to get better, on college I made 2 good friends and a girlfriend, and I'm very bad doing friends and never had a girlfriend before. I'm just graduated from Medicine school.

My advice is to join something, collage, Air force(like someone suggested), a club(i'm an karate student), a job you really like(hard to find but not impossible), do things you always wanted to(scuba, fishing, painting, learn to play music, climb a mountain its awesome, learn cooking, other language, etc), with someone if possible. Forgive your father, cousin, or anyone that made you feel bad, its better for the long run, otherwise you will feel bad everytime you meet or mention/remember them again. Talk to your father when you have problems or when you're feeling lonely, I'm sure he will try to do something(It happened to me with my mom)

Best of luck, you have a good chance to do great things to your life, make it happen.