I need advice on what to do with my life, Im going through a tough time

[Anfebious]

So your Cousin did block you... Ditch him, he isn't worth your time. Get on college man and start a new page in your book. Things will get better with time, you just have to push ahead.

I also had friends who backstabbed me in life it hurts but it happens, you need to put yourself and objective. A career that you would like to puruse will give you the focus you need!