I am beginning to realize that this game is not for me.
I don't like hectic, fast paced online shooters in the style that Quake and Unreal Tournament introduced back in the day and which continues to this day with COD. They unrealistic. A man can't run and move that fast.
I prefer the tactical, team- and objective-focused online shooters such as Wolfenstein, Quake Wars, Killson and Battlefield. They realistic. That is how real warfare is like.
I prefer thinking man's shooters over twitch based. I prefer realism over unrealism.