Somebody calm me down (I'm ****ing pissed)

[OT7]

OH hellllll!!!!!
I understand you so well my little poor Soriku,the same thing happens to me a couple of times,the first when I was playing FFVIII and I was making my perfect game,for ONE DAMN CARD that I miss my nearly 100 hours of playing shattered.my frustration reach the sky,I did not even spare to nowadays,I don't even touch the game since then,even if I LOVE the game(my third favorite FF).
The second time happens to me when I'm making my 100% game at once in FFX-2 and dammmmnnnnn!!!!just for don't see a fu%&ing thing in the chocobo's barn part,all my efforts go to the trash can,anyone who has played the game knows how difficult it is to get everything on one single game,this frustrates me to hell,and I abandoned the game.I can make the percent just starting other game in the same file,but I was exhausted.
But that's not all,the worst thing that ever happen to me was in Tomb Raider 4,my God,that event frame my gaming life,I was at level 46,"the temple of Horus" and I got every secret in the game without help from any guide,I felt happy and very proud of myself,the level had multiple ramps towards precipices, if you don't make your jumps with caution you can slide in one of these and a certain death,well,my Grandma call me when I was saving my game,near of one of the damn ramps,I turn around to ask what she wants,an instant was enough to send my 30 hours of game and of my life(I play the games so wisely to the end,hardcore to die,hate see any guides) to hell,dumb of me in the moment I turn to see my grandma I quit the pause and my Lara Croft slide to one ramp,then without notice it I pause the game,and save it.I remember cry for despair when every time I load my game it was only to die.I sold the game and never end it.
Hopes my experiences comfort you a little,knowing that this bad stuff can happen to anyone.Cheer up Soriku.