| Nsanity said:
What about Masturbation in general? |
Before I got into porn, I didn't have access to it, I used to fantasize about twisted things I can't share with you guys. I've shared a lot but that's getting really personal.
I can remember early on being sad about masturbating about 2 years in, no porn at that point yet. I only started looking at images of porn, it was this website called sinfulmail, I can't remember how I got there, but it used to send me a daily porn pic. I started that when I was 16 I think. I started watching porn videos when I was 18 or 19, that's when I was truly and fully addicted to porn, and not just masturbation.
I think what I said would apply to both, but the being sad part probably got much worse with certain images I saw that I was asking myself "do I really want to see that?"
Even today, I'll stumble upon something and I'll be like "Ok, that one's just gross".
