No luck here. I've had something beyond friendship with two women. The first was quite eager at first and the whole thing seemed just perfect. She then went on a trip and when she came back, she had lost all interest. She kinda broke my heart because she really seemed to like me and the change in attitude was so unexpected...
Anyway, on to the other girl. The whole thing ended just last Tuesday. We met a couple of weeks ago, everything seemed to go very well. Then two weeks ago she was at a bar with her friends and wanted me to come get her from there, she was in pretty bad shape (took a bit too much). Turns out, she still hadn't got over her ex and I was a lot like him. When we got to my place and after some things had happened, she was all like 'I love you' and told me she liked me for who I am instead of liking me because I reminded her of her ex-boyfriend. Then last Tuesday, after seemingly avoiding meeting me for a couple of days, she told me our thing couldn't work because I reminded her too much of her ex and I was ripping open her wounds. I was, hmm, shocked, and couldn't really say much to it and I let it go a bit too easily... Now that I've had some time to actually think about it, I'm sure I would give her all the care she needs and support her through whatever she's going through because she really is worth the effort. She's so... real? Anyway, kinda disheartening!
So yeah, no luck here. There's one more thing I need for happiness and it's someone to love and someone to love me back, and sometimes I really doubt I'm going to find that happiness... My experiences haven't exactly given me hope. >.
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