well i hope you get a break as i do know what it is like to get near the bottom,fortunately over here you get some pretty good help and a bedsit/flat if you are lucky to get you back on your feet and earning again,not that everyone takes the opportunity of course
you seem to be into the political side of things too,what about getting into that side of things as a volunteer,it might lead to something but keep your head up and don't disappear,what else can one do apart from keep going on,whatever you decide to do as regarding going all the way down and back up,like i say i do not understand the us welfare system and what it offers so do not really know








