How long you known her? Not that long it sounds, you can't love her. That's just a desperation thing thinking you do or feeling you do.
Of course I could be wrong, an intimate connection at first sight does happen and things can progress fast emotionally but that can't be the case here from what you have said.
Also, she sounds like a childish fool and is enjoying being the one in control....All par for the course unfortunately in relationships with most women under the age of 25 at the beginning.
Oh yeah one more thing, they aren't "complicated", they are actually very simple - it's your feelings that are making this feel complicated. The reason you have feelings like you do is down to how she is not treating you right by being CLEAR and COMMUNICATING CLEARLY. If she was clear, you would know where you stand and stupid crap like being able to tell her "I love you" wouldn't be an issue for you or make you sad.
You just want clarity son. :)
This is the problem with young women who aren't sure what they want, be fucking careful and don't chase too much for what you want. Let things roll along at their own pace - do what YOU want.
It's approximately 100,000,000 times easier to say than do when you are lead by your emotions - but believe me - being lead by your emotions is a dangerous thing and a very big gamble unless it's with someone of substance and a known quantity. This is clearly not the case so whatever you do, don't go "all in". Unless you want that heartbroken feeling for the next 6-18 months when it goes wrong.
Not worth it, for yourself.
