| spurgeonryan said:
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I've been pretty much high since I was about 16 or 17. There has been years where I would put it off a few months but that usually never went past 6+ months. I've tried to quit for other girlfriends in the past (mainly the previous one before the most current). I even almost joined the Coast Guard so I was clean then but then I came down with appendicitis (probably a good thing since I didn't really want to go to the Coast Guard entirely). Anyways, I was mainly using it pretty much every day with current girl sometimes stopping a few months here and there. I'm just tired of lying or saying that I'm not smoking when I am. Not worth it for a drug that I consider the most harmless. So I decided that she wasn't worth it and that I wanted to stop lying. I'll stop when I want to stop. I think I basically need to move the fuck out of shitty Texas and get somewhere where there are less people and more nature. That is my main problem.
