Mordred11 on 18 December 2011
| trasharmdsister12 said: 7 years ago today I told her that I had feelings for her. She laughed and said "No, seriously... who is it?". I told her again. She didn't believe me again. I looked at her. Her expression dropped. I walked away. And then it was off to Christmas holidays for 3 weeks with my thoughts. Here I am 7 years later and I'm in a similar position. She's half way around the world and I'm about to further the distance with my holiday travels. We both know it's not going to work out but we've tried not to worry about it. I have no job. I'm struggling with money. I've forgotten most of what I picked up from my university education. I have no will to better myself academically or physically. And all I can do is laugh at how much I've been loathing myself all these years. How much I've set myself back. And the funniest thing of all is I finally have that passion again. Maybe I've been holding myself back from feeling it again until today. Maybe not. Whatever it is, I feel like letting loose and really putting my nose to the grindstone again. I feel a sense of thirst for more and I want to make it all happen. With that, I wish you all the happiest of holidays and I look forward to "seeing" you all in the new year. All the best to all of you!  |
I truly hope that everything works out for you,you deserve it,since you're a great guy from my knowledge so far.No one is perfect,I'm sure that you will overcome all these obstacles that are thrown by life at you.
Wish you all the best!
