This whole topic is a real pain in the ass. I wish someone would just tell me the truth in a way that makes it possible for me to believe in that said truth. Unfortunately I don't think I'm ever going to find it. If there is a god of some sort, or even several, I only pray that I don't get punished for not knowing the truth because right now, I don't see how I could possibly see what is the truth if there even is one.







