Thanks you two, and yeah I really have pulled myself back together. I'm actually more mature, more self confident, and I feel stronger than I ever have.
For some reason I'm not worried anymore. I know somehow I'm going to make it work. It's something I will gladly spend the rest of my life doing, because she means that much to me. And that's what I want to show her.
In other news, I have almost zippo friends on PSN and XBL, so if anyone wants to be friends, just let me know. I don't really play PSN much but I used to play Reach on XBL a lot when it first came out. Not much of a CoD guy. My username on both systems is "Sartified".
It feels good to be back.