this kind of troubles me at the moment. i dont want to believe just for fear of going to hell.
and i dont like what Christianity has been and still is. Punishment and exclusion for those who are of a different mindset. Like the schoolyard bully who wants everyone to agree with him or be punched in the face.
i just dont believe anymore, im not sure i ever really did. the Bible is really just a big, elaborate book of fairy tales it would seem. Men rising from the dead, magic turning water into wine, and a God who punishes people for questioning their faith. Why shouldn't we question our faith? How are you supposed to know what you believe in if it isn't tested?
dont get me wrong, a lot of Christians are good people. but there are a whole lot of people who are good who arent Christians. :)
