It really is incredible the amount of support you guys are willing to give, I never expected this much, some of you were even bumping the thread to keep it alive, I would be lying if I said the words from you people don't help, because they do, I read every post word in this thread multiple times.
However, I do not appreciate the emo calling, I am not an emo, can't anyone be upset without being called a fucking emo? Grow up.
From this point on, it's make or break, I am better then what I was yesterday, and much better then I was the day before, though, it has the potential to get worse from here, these next few days will answer my make or break situation.
Also, I have recieved a truck load of PM's, I haven't gotten around to replying to all of them yet, a lot of Mods and even ioi put out their hands, It's nice to know people out there care.
It counter attacks one small thing that happened just today, as I was driving home, a car on the oncoming traffic on the other side of the road was to pass me, it was a young driver, not to much younger then me (I'm 21), with a car full of mates, the driver hung his head out the window, looked in disgust and hatred at me and my car, and slagged on it, well attempted to because he missed, the jealous little prick couldn't stand that my car was 30 times flashier than his (and it was, I have a nice car that really stands out), thanks for reminding me that the world is still full of dickheads like you, I wanted to kill him, the road was to busy to turn around and follow him.
I wish I could explain what is up with me, but part of it's fairly out there, personal etc, some of you PM'd me really wanting to know what's up, I replied with the story and eagerly await your reply/thoughts.
Anyways I might go and see if I can go blow some Zombies heads off of RE4.
