i have reached the plain and abandoned the storyline for now! all i do is picking fights and enhance my characters, and solving the cieth missions.
i rediscovered the rewarding feeling of suddenly being able to beat a enemy that killed me in the first round a few hours before.
That is what i have missed in western RPG's that mostly use dynamic Difficulty levels!
...back to grinding now 
“It appeared that there had even been demonstrations to thank Big Brother for raising the chocolate ration to twenty grams a week. And only yesterday, he reflected, it had been announced that the ration was to be reduced to twenty grams a week. Was it possible that they could swallow that, after only twenty-four hours? Yes, they swallowed it.”
- George Orwell, ‘1984’
