??? So you're only gay during sex? Or if you see a hot guy you can decide not to feel sexually attracted? And you can't find a woman and man to be sexy at the same time?

Yeah I think we covered that...

Though I was never ashamed as such about it.. more like afraid at times.

its more like Gays are oppressed, so they have parades to draw attention to them and say "hey, were people too you know, give us equal rights" 

Actually I chose to be attracted to men. I had this mental reflex that made me feel discust when I though of men romantically or sexually, but then I chose to stop feeling that, and actually consider my true feelings.

your so called disgust was just your fear, and like you said your true feelings were always attracted to men, but you hide behind your fears by creating disgust.

Straight men also has that disgust because their biggest fear in life is to never feel any attraction towards a man. It's so scary, it's dangerous, I have seen kids get severely beat up for just pointing or joking about it.

If I see a hot guy and I'm in a self induced altered mental state, yes I can not feel sexually attracted. I can control my feelings, I can feel sexually attracted to bricks if I wanted too.

But if I'm just being me and not messing around with my own brain chem. through self hypnosis, I couldn't help being attracted to a hot guy.

So then that's not pride then, that's simply trying to bring awareness to other people. The word pride shouldn't be used then.

Exactly, your true feelings involve you being attracted to men, you never chose this. The only difference is you denied your feelings.

That isn't changing your sexual orientation, that is just self-control. You don't "choose" not to be attracted to him, you just control your feelings.

Attraction is a magic force Gaia places on us at birth. This attractive force is a inalienable right that governments must force others to recognize. Government must give not deny the magic midichlorians of attraction.