‘We are left to face our pain in silence’
Madleen Kulab’s grief extends beyond the failed voyage of the aid ship named after her. It reflects the wider pain inflicted on Palestinians in Gaza – a suffering she says feels endless.
“This ship’s story mirrors my own, and the story of every tired, worn-out person in Gaza,” she told Al Jazeera. “We are just a media wave. It rises sharply then fades just as fast, and we are left to face our pain in silence.”
Now, with Madleen ship intercepted and its crew detained by Israel, Kulab said she has no wishes left except for the crew’s safety and eventual return home.
“Their noble message was delivered. The message of humanity reached the world. But I no longer have the words to appeal to anyone to act.”
Her voice grows heavier as she speaks of the daily toll of life in Gaza.
“I am drowning in suffering amid war and starvation. Me, my family, and everyone here. Day by day, my hatred for everything around me grows. My hatred for life itself grows stronger with each passing day.”
Freedom Flotillas: A history of attempts to break Israel’s siege of Gaza
Several Freedom Flotilla vessels have attempted to break the blockade of Gaza.
In 2008, two boats from the Free Gaza Movement successfully reached Gaza, marking the first break of Israel’s naval blockade.
The movement, founded in 2006 by activists during Israel’s war on Lebanon, went on to launch 31 boats between 2008 and 2016, five of which reached Gaza despite heavy Israeli restrictions.
Since 2010, all flotillas attempting to break the Gaza blockade have been intercepted or attacked by Israel in international waters.

Israeli forces prepare to attack the Mavi Marmara in 2010
UK MP Jeremy Corbyn condemns Israeli capture of Gaza aid ship
Former UK Labour leader Jeremy Corbyn has condemned Israel’s seizure of the Madleen aid ship in international waters.
The now-independent parliamentarian told Al Jazeera: “The Madleen sailed to Gaza with one intention: to save the lives of Palestinians being starved to death by Israel.”
The Freedom Flotilla Coalition‘s boat, a UK-flagged civilian vessel, was carrying humanitarian aid to Gaza when it was intercepted by Israeli commandos. Under international maritime law, civilian ships in international waters are protected from interference.
“Its interception is just as illegal as the siege it was trying to break. The flotilla was not just carrying life-saving aid. It was carrying solidarity, hope and our shared humanity,” Corbyn said.
“The brave individuals on board have inspired us to carry on campaigning for an end to all arms sales [to Israel], for sanctions and for an end to the occupation of Palestine.”