I can not do it on my own unless I had a team of supporters or lots of money to buy a support network I would remain stuck in the same position of disadvantaged for life. So far I have been proven right and struggling to cope with life.

I am trying to improve my life by buying lottery tickets that will change my life. So far I have been unlucky but maybe one day I will win the lottery jackpot and I can buy all the things that may bring happiness.

It it is too late to change anything I am too old and looking back at my life with regret and ponder what could have been if I had put in more effort at a younger age when life mattered. I am now living out my days and no idea what to do with my time.

What annoyed me years ago was when the recruiters/employers would not read my resume. I snapped a few times and demanded why are they not reading my resume. 5 pages carefully constructed resume. I went to all that effort for them to not even read it. I took the employment rejection very personally and I have not bothered applying for employment for many years now and sulked. From a young age I have over reacted and demand what the hell is going on is how I dealt with rejection/failure. That consumes too much energy.

When this thread started out I was geniunly felt very sorry for the OP. Fast forward, now it seems like you're just begging for attention. If you're gonna call yourself a failure over and over again, and not take even one person's advice, what's really the point of this thread?

You should go seek help from profressionals.

yer but you been playing the same record for 8 years now.

Time to step up.

You do not need support or lotto to get you out of a mess you gotta do it yourself. No one went to school and uni for me, no one applied for my jobs, i just did it all for myself. There comes a point in your life where you just have to say i won't let things bother me. Also with job applicants, just ask politely why you were rejected as you feel you were qualified for an interview at least. They may be nice enough to tell you.

How do you know they did not read your resume? 5 pages is way to long for one, it needs to be 3 max

But you would be perfectly fine with subjecting a potential sexual partner to your "mediocrity?"

There is nothing wrong with having kids that miss out on those things... Give them the platform for them to work towards it themselves... Rather than a free hand out, your children will have better character because of it.

Life isn't about wealth and having materialistic objects anyway. - I can assure you there are those who earn 100x more than I do... And I most certainly have more fun in my daily life.

...You should probably check your odds. You are wasting your time and money.

You don't deserve the job with that kind of attitude.

Life is all about wealth and materialism: social media, TV shows and Hollywood films push that belief onto us all. We have Donald Trump as President and celebrities like Kim Kardashian and Kanye West and the British Royal family are celebrated as the people everyone wants to be. I wish my life was like Prince Charles, how easy would it be to have everything on a silver platter and your only stress is waiting to one day become King?

I have been playing the same record for 20 years. I dropped out and did nothing with my life for 2 years at the age of 16. I could not handle not being capable of achieving what I wanted in life study law and medicine and I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life. I have not changed in 20 years and still remain a lost scared little boy without purpose, no plan,  no direction, no discipline and no goals in life. I needed a team of experts and support network to get out of my position but that never happened and I remain stuck. I would have made a great soldier, follow orders and carry out missions without asking questions but I was unfortunately rejected from military a couple of times and that destroyed my dream. I like being told what to do and I have found it impossible making decisions on my own.

I personally think DarkLord is right here, in his state he is in no position to have a relationship or bring up children.
After going round and round, I think the single life is 100% the best for him. My problem was when he was suggesting the majority of people should or do have to settle for this

Agree, I was just trying to motive him lol. If you want something better than what is currently on offer you gotta do better to get what you want.

Well go to employment services centerlink offers they will at least try to help and even do a bit of role play mock interviews.

Also didn't you say you don't want to work for the man and would rather work for yourself as you don't liek taking instructions? This contradicts your army comments.

Good for you... lucky dog you...