I lost my twin sisters. They were only a few days old and had a heart problem the doctors thought it was not bad and a operation could help them later, but somehow their situation got worse in just a few hours something that the doctors never saw before.... Feels very can't really put it in words but I can tell you it was horrible to hold one your sisters when they were still fine and a few hours later to feel their cold bodies...
Since then I also stopped believing in God.








