Been having the time of my life, other than some spots of loneliness here and there up until about 5 months ago. Recently things have turned due to paranoia and other difficult things. In April, I felt like I couldn't even leave my house, but then a semi miracle happened. But again I get paranoid that things just can't play out like I want them to. I still strive to make it the best that it can be, but I feel held back.







