In response to your critique of yourself I don’t notice you writing selfishly noticeably more than anyone else.
We all have our own little ways of doing it.
As far as gaming experience I’m still figuring out how to take part in it more again more with my presumably temporary nervous system disorder and other issues, but it’s still been nice to jump around the home screen in Pico Park to relax. Or enjoy the occasional Mario Kart night with auto-steer. Playing Tears of the Kingdom with my partner was really nice. Very special. I didn’t have the stamina for an epic, but I was there beside her for most of it as we figured it out. Mostly just occasionally taking over for little bits of combat that my experience with Breath of the Wild helped out with. Or being silly when she left the game alone for a bit and came back to me sticking tumbleweed statues together.
Good fun.