You may want to talk to a doctor and see if they can prescribe you antidepressants. Our brain is made from different chemicals and if there is any imbalance it could cause you to get depress/suicidal. Still pissed at my friends for making fun of me for being depressed and not wanting to do anything. It's almost like asking a paraplegic to run a marathon. When you are depress it takes your legs from you so to speak.







