Pretty damn impossible to curb your annihilation when you get stricken by a deadly decease which you have no defense for. I am Christian but a lot of attrocities have been made by Christians throughout the ages. Ironically not what Jesus was about.
unfortunately, its the human nature to use religion to dominate other cultures, even if it means distort the teachings of Jesus, just to acheive your evil objectives. I am Christian, and the catholic church is an abomination to the true christianity.