leedlelee on 15 March 2018
I cheated once, felt bad about it, and came clean pretty much immediately...
In retrospect, the only thing I regret was being in the relationship in the first place...
I lacked the maturity needed for a rewarding, fulfilling, intimate relationship and only agreed to be in it because I thought it would make sex more accessible...
It was with the first person with whom I had ever hooked up and I was still a teenager...
They were older than me and looking back, I'm glad I got out when I did because they engaged in a lot of seedy gaslighting behaviors and were very controlling; they would even let me know their last name...
I don't know what I was thinking...
Have a nice day...
