| MrRoops said: Closest was i actually got stuck in a social class with them, they were mid to high functioning i forget the name but they talked but would easily get aggressive and lash out. Not easy to get through to also. Was brutal hated every day of it. As far as the other things, for one stop putting your happiness dependant on the other person. You will always be miserable that way. There is no perfect ideal, don't put the pussy on a pedestal. Stop both attempts at relationships until you figure your own shit out, figure out how to be happy alone and with out security. Man the F up and take on life, really what's the worst that can happen, a small apartment crappy old car. DO NOT start anything with a roommate. |
The name you are trying to remember is aspergers. And yes it is tough to be around people that are not emotionally or socially intuitive. Luckily you didn't have to deal with low functioning.
I'm currently working at a preschool and my job is to help autistic 4 year olds get along with the program the typical kids are on. I wish I could just work with typical kids it's so much more natural. I do not enjoy my job.
Thanks for the advice. I've never been able to just find happiness on my own. In astrological terms, I'm a goat and therefore a dependent by nature. Also, next year is a dog year so I have to work within a pack to succeed in it.
I should have taken the advice about the roommate. I merely mentioned that the notion crossed my mind and she decided immediately that rooming under those circumstances was no good.
