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[Farsala]

Don't worry, I don't really have friends either. I will admit I was fortunate enough to not have any enemies whatsoever as well. Everybody liked me but nobody liked to be friends with me. I would say I had depression from 18 into my 20s, but I can't be too sure. I truly think you will feel better as you get older.

This might not help at all. But for me I realised one day that being depressed made me depressed. It was an unending cycle and I truly wanted it to stop. So on that one day I decided that I wouldn't be depressed anymore about anything. I started to think of all the positives of everything.

Saw a few spiders in my room? Well at least they will eat all the other bugs. Got a spider bite? Well at least it feels good to scratch. Hopelessly addicted to something? Well at least it isn't drugs. Dropped a bunch of eggs on the floor? Floor needed cleaned anyways.

Not only that but every year or so I challenge myself with something ridiculous, but personal.If only just to try it out because F it. I was depressed but I told myself to not be anymore, I got rid of all depressing thoughts on a whim, just to see what would happen. I have too much self confidence to let depression take over me anymore. I truly think I don't have it anymore, but you never know someone might still diagnose me as such. But I don't care anymore.