well I guess this is an everlasting battle unless God shows himself or till archeolist founds out the bible is fake and made up by 2 stoned people many many many years ago.
untill that time, we will never know, same as we will never know what is the smallest possible matter and the biggest. as we will neverknow what happend in the farrest past (big bang) till the most future.
but there are some questions on my mind, wich maybe someone can explain to me.
1# why is the number of true Christians (church, pray etc etc doing somehting with a baby with water after birth, dunno the name) declines in the modern western countries where the economical base is settled with a high income/person. while its growing in china where the economy is growing?
will it decline there to after it is a stable economical country?
2# something wich isnt realy clear to me is why we started counting adfter the birth of Jezus. so its now 2007 years ago he was born, or do we count from his death? becasue i've read that he wasnt realy born on yr 0 but like 37 years after 0.
3# Imagine God created man, woman dinosaurs etc.etc.etc. I wonder who created God to create us. (but that would be the same question for scientists, what caused the matter for the big-bang).
so its for me for now, to vague to believe in anything, but the side that makes me the happiest is the side of non-believing. for now, who knows what ill do over 20 years.
life isn't complicated, just face it simple.
