We met in on of me college classes she seemed very sweet and we kinda clicked , we went out to the movies, to the beach and eventually started dating. I never met a girl like her before.. she deleted her facebook page and when i asked how come she said its a waste of time and also because she doesnt want otehr guys talking to her if she already has a man.. So, things like that made me love her even more. I seriously thought she was the love of myself because she was nothing like other girls i dated before her. She was just perfect. I wanted to eventually have her move in with me and even secretly wanted to marry her. But then just last week my phone was dead so I asked her for her phone so i could listen to music on it.. while i was on her phone she received a text message from a guy "goodnight beautiful!! :)" I asked her who it was she said it was one of her male friends back from middle school.. I let it go because i trusted her wayy too much to even doubt her. I didn't see her much after that for a few days .. we were both busy working. Yesterday in the afternoon, i texted her and wanted to know why she hadn't texted me in a few days because usually she texts me every morning and i text her every night to say good night.. She never responded again so i drove to her apartment to make sure she is ok. I have keys to her apartment so I walk in and i see my girlfriend sitting on the couch next to a guy.. I am like what the hell is going on here? she gets so nervous and her voice jumps "Uh this is Kyle.. hes just a friend". But then i notice the freshly used condom in the trash. I look at her with disgust and say "Dont ever talk to me again!". And I just walk out... She tries calling me and i dont answer.. she leaves 6 messages saying she is sorry and she wants to talk..
I swear I'm so heartbroken right now. I dont think i can trust girls anymore.
I trust no one, not even myself.
