It feels dorky talking about it in real life with people. Its only ok in the confines of the internet where its kinda hidden from people who may judge you. I cant accept it myself that I'm into them. Going into gaming stores or gaming sections of stores, I feel like I'm too cool for this kind of stuff. Then I look at the people there and I say to myself, "look at these gaming geeks, lol." Then when I ask to purchase something, I kind of whisper it to the worker. When I'm at the counter, I hide my face. Dat feeling when buying condums 😅 . You could say I'm in the closet.













