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Exactly what epsilon said. You must set your mind on a goal and push everything else away from you that distracts or is an obstacle in your path. Seems you need some focus in your life. Usually I would tell someone in your situation to pray and talk to God about this, but I really don't want to offend you. I am simply saying what I would suggest.