Oh well, found the culprit. Her best friend, it was a stupid decision from my part to ask her for advice of help and explain her the situation. She ruined everything by telling some sensitive stuff and trying to separate us even more, my ex became angry at me out of a sudden. Luckily I was still able to calm her down as she realized that everything I did was because I cared for her. We'll meet up Wednesday for a bit and then I guess it is time to move on.
Oh, well, I've learned at least a lot during this period. The good, the bad, but if somebody doesn't approve then I guess it is very difficult, especially someone that influential. If only girls were a bit easier and less hypocritical/fake against each other.
At least my PS4 will comfort me until I found someone that suits better with me. I just want a nnice, Calm woman that looks out for herself and takes care of others and is someone helpful l. Someone that she was but I have to change my mind a bit after these last few weeks dull of swings and not knowing what to do
Stories unfolded with my home made rap songs. Feel free to listen here with lyrics: https://youtu.be/vyT9PbK5_T0
